rain by day

Tue, 22 Dec 2009 03:58:39 GMT

I've decided to try and write in here everyday or at the least as much as possible. Even if no one reads it. I feel like it will be a little therapeutic for me and maybe help to get things off my chest.

Yesterday, I went to Seven Mile Fair with my sister, mom, and her friend Kathy. There were companies there selling puppies. One of the places had an adorable black one, which was a Maltese and yorki mix. He was the cutest thing I've ever seen. He was wearing an argyle sweater. He came up to the edge of the cage, layed down, and let me scratch his little belly! I wanted to take him home so bad. So did my mom. She even got a card from the lady who owned him. I'm hopeful that we might get a little puppy dog soon! That would make me so incredibly happy.

Today I finished my newest jewelry piece. It was kind of inspired by Betsey Johnson and old fashioned cameo rings. It's suppose to be kind of avant garde. I'm not really sure if it fits that, but I guess it depends on the person. Some people might think it and others won't. I'm not sure if I like it yet. I'm always hard of myself and never like my artwork immediately after I've finished. Maybe in a few days I'll like it. I just hope the super glue does break off again. It'll be about the seventh time today. I already have glue all over both my hands, my mom said it'll start to peel off in a few days. I hope she's right, my fingers feel pretty strange.
Well, it's time for me to go watch Chelsea Lately and her little nugget.

another sleepless night

Wed, 07 Oct 2009 22:02:34 GMT

I could not get myself to fall asleep last night. And instead of forcing myself I decided to do a little photography. Good pictures, bad sleep.

I took some others but these are my favorite. There my mom's halloween decorations. I was trying to sleep and I just had this urge to take pictures of them so I did. But once I was done I couldn't just go to sleep. Nope! I had to upload the pictures, then edit them, and then put them on all my websites. Then and only then did I feel like I could actually go to sleep.
Midnight photo shoots are not a good idea for me.
I only got like six hours of sleep last night.

Wed, 17 Dec 2008 22:56:06 GMT

I feel like a lot has changed in my life lately.

In the past few weeks I've both lost and gained friends. I'm not really too sure how I feel about this. But I guess I' glad to finally get rid of the people who were not truly my friends. And it's also good that I've broadened my horizons and met new people.

I feel like I'm changing who I am. I'm quite happy about this. I'm not happy with who I was, and who I was becoming.
I was a really mean person, and I'm definietly becoming a nicer and happier person. Or at least that's what I'm trying to become. I think I've finally learned that there's no real point in making fun of people. There's not even a need to waste my time talking about what people are wearing, how their voice sounds, or their friends are. I really hope I can continue to change and become the person that I want to be. I also hope that I can encourage other people to change along the way.

I am very excited for Christmas this year. I have this strange feeling that it's going to be one of the best Christmases ever, and I hope it's true! On Christmas eve I'm going over to my friend's grandmas house, as usual, but this year there's an ugly sweater contest. My mom and I went to the thrift store this past weekend. I got an ugly sweater and she bought an ugly dress. It seems like it'll be a fun contest. There's also a prize, which should make things interesting.

Craig Owens has recently added music to his myspace page. He only has two songs, but they're both amazing.

He definitely has one of the best singing voices I've ever heard. I could listen to him for hours and never get sick of hearing him! :D

Money Honey

Thu, 21 Aug 2008 07:53:37 GMT

So, it's 2:44 am on Thursday and I can't sleep. My sleeping patter is completely topsy lately.
It seems like I can only go to bed at 5:00 in the morning.
That'll all have to change in two weeks when I start school again.

Speaking of school. I'm going to registration sometime today. I've yet to figure out what I'm wearing and such, but I'm sure I'll find something cute.

So, I've been completely obsessed with Lady Gaga lately. Which is strange because usually I'm not fond of female artists. But I really like her.
She has such great style and an amazing voice.
My favorite song is "Boys Boys Boys" Which I'm actually listening to right now.

Ugh, I'm getting into that habit of picking my nail polish off. Every time it starts to peel on it's own, even a little tiny piece, I have the urge to start picking it all of. It's really bad. And I leave the scraps all over. It's gross.
I kind of want to go get them done and get some sort of cute airbrush type thing. But I don't really want to spend the money on it when my aunt can do it for free.
Unfortunately, she lives eight hours away in Michigan and I hardly ever see her.
But I might be able to wait until Thanksgiving to get them done.

My mom is getting her foot surgery on September 5. I guess she won't be able to work for two months. So I'll have to really step things up and take care of her.

Anyway, I think this enough journaling for one night.....or uh morning!

fast cars, fast women, and cheap drinks

Thu, 17 Jul 2008 02:52:19 GMT

FRIENDS ONLY!

Add me or comment here, and I'll add you back.

Sand boobs

Mon, 14 Jul 2008 14:45:38 GMT

I just found this picture of sand boobs, that me and my sister created last year at the beach!

I don't know what force came over us, that made us want to construct boobs made out of sand, and nipples made out of twigs, but it happened!
I also don't know why I made a moat around them.
Maybe it's to protect them from people trying to feel them up?
I'm not really sure.

But sandy boobs aside, Draya is coming over today.
I'm really excited. I haven't seen her in over a month.
We're going to go swimming in my new pool.
I haven't gone in yet, and I can't wait too.
I've never had a pool before, so it's an exciting experience for me!

Well, I'm going to go clean the disaster that is my room!

Sat, 12 Jul 2008 06:02:46 GMT

Eddie Murphy's Raw, is probably one of the funniest things in the whole world!

Thanks Comedy Central for showing it! :D

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 03:04:38 GMT

I just got done eating sushi and almond Pocky. Both things were delicious.

Tomorrow, I'm going to see Sleep Serapis Sleep, and five other bands with Erin. Then we're coming back to my house for a sleepover.
It should be pretty fun.
I've wanted to see Sleep Serapis Sleep, and I haven't, yet. Which is weird, because they're a local band, from Milwaukee.
But I've heard they put on a good show.
So, tomorrow should be fun! :D

I'll try to take some pictures to post, from the show.

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 04:51:50 GMT

HAPPY CANADA DAY!!

Thu, 26 Jun 2008 22:09:31 GMT

Basically, naps are the greatest things in the world.

Tue, 24 Jun 2008 02:11:20 GMT

So, today I did absolutely nothing, and it felt great!
I watched cartoons all day, and I stayed in my pajamas. It was amazing.

buring is fun.

Mon, 23 Jun 2008 03:44:11 GMT

I went to see Horton Hears A Who today. It was a lot better than I expected. I started laughing after the first five minutes.
I didn't know that Seth Rogan and Jonah Hill were in it. That was a nice surprise.

My favorite character was the cute little fluff ball, named Katie. She always randomly blew up, floated, opened her mouth, and made this really strange noise. She was adorable though!

Now, I have to go eat my jello, so my joints will stop hitting each other, and making that annoying popping noise!

celebrity look-a-likes

Tue, 27 May 2008 22:12:09 GMT

Apparently, I look somewhat like these people.

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holly would you turn me on?

Sun, 18 May 2008 22:42:17 GMT

Last night was pretty exciting! I went to a battle of the bands and made some new friends. I also met a guy that likes to tear the sleeves off of his shirts!
I also talked to a different boy about how malls remind him of zombies, and then there are going to be zombie animals at the zoo, and the zombie monkeys are going to sling radioactive poop.

Then today, I went to Chase's birthday party. He got a Ben 10 omnitrix thing. It looked pretty fancy, but I'm not sure if it really does anything. There was a huge, bouncey thing, which was pretty fun.
Then Gabby came, and I haven't seen her since Christmas eve. It was really weird to see her pregnant. And the only word I said to her was "bye", so it was kind of awkward.

Sat, 10 May 2008 02:21:54 GMT

This weekend I really need to get focused and finish my cup for my art class.
Hopefully, it won't take me that long.
It should be easier than the hard edge I just did. I hope it only takes me an hour or two.

Then maybe someone will take me to Steak & Shake so I can get a coffee mocha shake!
They are delicious. It's like coffee ice cream and a frappacuino mixed into one.

Mon, 21 Apr 2008 23:46:03 GMT

I look like valentines day, but I feel like crap. My nose is a never ending water fall of snot, it feels like a marching band is in my head, and it feels like someone lit a fire in my throat.

Hopefully, my sickness will be gone on Friday, when I meet Forever The Sickest Kids. I don't want to get any of them sick. Especially Johnathon, since he's the main vocalist.
I guess that for once in my life I'm going to have to take medicine. For the good of the band.

Well, I'm gonna go eat some soup and take a nap.

Sun, 27 Jan 2008 04:34:32 GMT

My exams are finally over!
i slept for like 12 hours today, it felt so good.
I stayed up so late the past week, just to study.

and yesterday, I went to the mall with Erin and Kyle.
We saw Casey and Brad which was pretty cool.
I also got a new book, I'm super excited to read!
It's the fourth one in the series, or at least i think it is!

I think i'm gonna go catch up on some more sleep.

Thu, 17 Jan 2008 04:05:40 GMT

I feel like I haven't written in this thing for a while.

So update!

Aj is possibly in the hospital. No one really knows what's going on with her. Her mom won't tell anyone anything.

Exams are next week. I have to make flippers for chemistry, write a speech, finish my art project, and basically study for everything else.

I'm possibly seeing Sweeney Todd this weekend, with my sister and her boyfriend.

For now I think that's all I have to say.

Thu, 03 Jan 2008 00:18:11 GMT

Sweet! I can make a harajuku doll on the computer. This is pretty exciting.

What's not exciting, is the fact that I have to drag my crabby butt to school tomorrow.
Also, I have to make 27 cupcakes by friday for my speech.
And I have to write a paper for my chemistry exam.
And do my independent art piece for my art exam.

JESUS, I need to start working.
Good gravy.

I guess I better go do something productive!

DECEMBER

Fri, 07 Dec 2007 00:09:06 GMT

and it's so cold out.
and there's tons of snow.

i'm not all that excited.
but oh well!

so, fashion show in french today. DISASTER.
i just walked like a regular person, i didn't really want to do it.
and there were no instructions.
LAMEEEE.

and it was video taped.
OH, I REALLY DON'T WANNA SEE WHAT I LOOK LIKE.

but i think it's time for me to straighten my hair and go pack, or something.

Mon, 19 Nov 2007 05:15:13 GMT

going to Michigan once again. I don't want to, but I have no choice. I'm always afraid i'm gonna get shot, or something!

Thu, 25 Oct 2007 01:38:57 GMT

Ahh! My butt just went numb!
It's one of the weirdest feelings ever!

It felt so good to sleep in today and do nothing.
Well, actually I read my Marilyn Manson book. I'm obsessed with it, or something.

Tomorrow me and Erin are going to see Norma Jean and Saosin.
I'm not sure if there are other bands going, but it doesn't really matter.
I'm super excited! Nothing beats good music and tons of cute boys.

Fri, 12 Oct 2007 02:55:03 GMT

My birthday is in a week!:D
I'm super excited!
I'm having a party next saturday, I think.

Connerr is mine and Sangay's new best friend.
We make him sing Newsie's songs.

Today, I finally figured out how to turn my phone off vibrate, because for the past month, i haven't been able to figure out how!

And pretty much, i'm wiped out.
so, i'm gonna go sleep.

haha.

Sat, 15 Sep 2007 01:39:21 GMT

Today after school, me and Sangay were waiting outside. This kid Sam, that I basically think is one the cutest kids ever, was walking past us.
Sangay goes "HEY KID, IN THE GREEN SHIRT!" So, Sam turns around and stars walking towards us, and we walk towards him. Then we meet and exchange "hello's" and whatever.
Then Sangay starts asking him if he knows Morgan, because she said they had biology together.
And while this is happening, I manage to choke on the pretzel I was eating. Sam kind of just looked at me, and then kept talking to Sangay, as I chugged my vitamin water to help get the pretzel down!
Then she tells Sam that at lunch today we were trying to figure out what color shirt he was wearing today, because we couldn't remember.
And all Sam could say was "okay!", but it was quite obvious that what he wanted to say, or perhaps scream was "STALKERS!"
After that awkward moment, Sangay asks Sam if he's though of who he's going to ask to homecoming, and as she asks her question, she nods her head in my direction, and goes "Oh, it looks like i have a head twitch!"
And I was just standing there shocked, Sam was saying something about how he didn't know if he was going, and i finally managed to say that I wasn't going!
Then this really BUTT-ASS-UGLY GIRL CAME UP. And she always talks to Sam! I was really close to pushing her into the street, but I controlled my anger!:D
But anyway, she kind of stole Sam away.

So then me and Sangay decided to go bug Nick, because apparently we didn't get enough time to do that during lunch!

LUNCH WAS AMAZING TODAY.
Sangay was hilarious.
Morgan, Sangay, and I were talking about how we have things named after us. And Sangay does this really funny dance move, and says in a weird voice "I HAVE A VOLCANOOOO!"
It was the funniest thing ever!

So, it's 48 degrees, here in Wisconsin, and my mom came out of her room, because she saw cop cars outside, across the street. And she was like "SYLVANIA, LETS GO OUT SIDE, I WANT TO SEE WHAT'S HAPPENING!"
IN 48 DEGREES, ALL I HAD WAS MY SWEATER AND MY JEANS, AND I WAS TAKEN OUTSIDE.
I was shaking, that's how cold it was.
And it wasn't even anything exciting. There was just an accident!

whaaaaaaat?

Sun, 09 Sep 2007 04:53:55 GMT

Tosa fest is the lamest thing i've ever been to in my whole life. I never ever ever want to go again. It wasn't fun at all. Erin was acting like she was the boss of everything, and walking into old people territory. And she ran away from my friend Kyle, who I wanted to say hello to. Most of the time, I really just want to throw her in the garbage. She makes fun of everyone about everything, and I hate it. She says that she doesn't like people for doing things, THAT SHE DOES. Basically, I'd like to punch her in the face a couple of times.

Anyway. At school, I finally figured out how to get to my classes without getting lost, or having to whip out my map! I still carry the map with me, just in case.

But I'm tired and my feet hurt, so I'm going to pass out in my bed.